Life
This year, April 27, 2026 to be exact, I turned 50 years old. And unlike other birthdays which were just another mile on the odometer to me … this one mattered a lot to me. I’ve told people, I haven’t been this excited about a birthday since I was 16 and got to drive and…
Be so good … they can’t criticize you.Be so good … they can’t judge you.Be so good … they can’t blame or shame you. Be so good …. they won’t leave you.Do so much … they won’t leave you. Work so hard … to keep proving it.Work so hard … no one could accuse you…
I’ve lived in my head for most of my life. The last four years, it’s been treading the path of diving into my feelings. The deep work has been all about feelings. Starting to actually feel them and not numb or void them. Then the work of processing them. And eventually accepting them. In the…
And that you will walk alongside me all my life. But I want a new relationship with you. You know, that fledging one we’ve been growing. One that doesn’t cause more or unnecessary fear. Or hurt and pain. Especially for others I love. I know you are a basic, primal and necessary emotion. That I need you. …
For the last year and a half after my burnout, my personal journey has led me to explore what some might call “new age” and label as mystical. Particularly, my journey has focused on two areas: shamanism and astrology. But I don’t like or accept accept the term “new age” for these. That comes with…
